We are always going to fight.
That is inevitable. Even when things are hard, I need you to fight through it. I need you to listen to what i say because i mean every word. Life will never slow down and as time goes on, it’ll only get busier from here. Even when we have the time to lay in bed and stay in each others arms all day, we won’t be able to. Things need to be done and we get lost in the things we do. But remember that through it all, i’m gonna have other things on my mind. I’m always gonna think about how i could be in bed with you instead of doing what i’m doing. Never forget that you’re the first thing on my mind when i wake up and the only thing i think about before i sleep. Throughout the day, i’m not gonna text back right away and i’m not gonna be able to stay on the phone with you every single minute, but just know that i’d rather be doing that than running around and working. I wish i could give you the world. God knows, that i pray for that everyday. I only want the best for you. I want the best for our relationship. Sometimes, i day dream about taking you here and there. I think about ditching school and work just to pick you up and surprise you. I can’t do that. We all go through things that will change us as a person. You are the reason i changed as a person. You never forced me to change who i was, i just did for us. You loved me even when i was a bad person. You will always be the realest thing i have ever felt. You make me feel crazy and funny. I love every second of it. So baby, please. Stop being mad for a second and remember that i love you. Remember that you are perfect and when you smile i still get butterflies. Remember that even though i’m not around you, i want to be around you. I want to breath you in and get stuck. I want to be stuck on you. Because sweet words and love is all i can give you right now. I am working on me. I am growing and changing to fit you because you and i are not perfect. We will never be perfect, but you are perfect to me. You will always be my number one choice. My first pick. So baby, pick as many fights as you want with me. Piss me off and make me mad because no matter what, i’m not leaving. I love you too much to just make this just another relationship. You’re stuck with me.
